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SEMI KANG
14/01/93
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Sunday, March 30, 2008

29/03/08

realising march is almost over.

I'm thinking this march had been one of the happiest,
one of the saddest month i've gone through
(contradicting myself here)

Blog is where i'm supposed to say something i feel right.
currently i'm feeling very unhappy (:
and very paiseh xD (to chris especially.)
It kindda feel's like my heart's winzipped = =
like the blood goes through alot of pressure to gush out of it.
then there's this little tinsy bit of throb in my heart.
In the other hand, my mind is blank
then i have no idea if i have any homework to hand in tmr
and then in the day i feel so great cuz the sun's really bright nowadays
and i have mood swings cuz it rains alot nowadays...

Then then, i think really hard, why am i feeling this
this damn weird feeling- like i feel very unsure about what i want..
then i'll feel intimidated, then i'll remember this bad bad past
then i have guilt, regret, followed by determination...
then pain, then feel envious, put the blame on my parents
garh someone tell me if i'm becoming emo??
(but i have no intention to commit suicide! seriously!)

People think i'm blur, but to be frank i'm trying to be blur;
or rather blocking out things that i dun wanna listen,
then i forget the things that i wanna forget
and then i remind myself the stitch my mouth
cuz there's too many other ppl's business in my brain
(as you know, my brain capacity is very little)
so i'll go delete some that i wont be able to say
(or rather i'm prohibited from doing so)

I'm like most myself when i'm with wenli
because wenli can laugh it off when i tell her something
then there's this comfortable feeling cuz she's like my little sister
this innocent kid here dunno whats going on around her - -
then i'll go on envying her...
cuz she had no worries. actually, she has nothing to worry about.

ok i shall learn from chris and dun worry be happy :D
so unsemi to be this emo right? xD

EVERYONE LETS BE HAPPAYE! :D
dun worry be happy!! ><

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